That awkward moment when someone in America has your life
and they are living it so much better than you are.
Okay, so I may be exaggerating a little but we're basically
twins. I don't know what fate brought her in to my life but she has kinda
changed my world. Her name is Jes.
I have never met this girl, I don't even know what her voice
sounds like...but I don't need to. I know what her inner voice sounds like. I
know what her morals are, I know where her compass points and what her hopes
and fears are. This is the power of a blog. You invite someone in to experience
your life, a window in to your mind and your soul.
Reading about her (frighteningly) awesome life made me feel
two things:
1) This girl is exactly where I wanted to be at our age, she
is dealing with life and that makes me so much more of a failure. Someone
literally has almost the same issues as me and is still kicking ass at life, I
suck.
2) I can't believe that I have stumbled upon someone so
freaking kick ass! This girl, unlike so many others, has the balls to own her
issues, deal with her life and spin it in to something worthy. This
inspirational female is exactly who I needed to find to carry on my journey of
discovery, recovery and publicity.
Woman, thanks for the kind words:) And I want you to take your negative ones about yourself back:) We all have our cycles in life, sometimes they go up and sometimes they go down... well, you know how it is. And we're all the same that way. Good days, bad days... we have it all the same.
ReplyDeleteWhat you're doing is perfect as is. If you want to change it, you can. But know you're enough:)
Much loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove!!!
Thank you. So much.
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